Helena looked at herself in the mirror and was satisfied. The last inch of her long hair was now light blond, a refreshing contrast to the rest, which was dark brown. She looked at the cut again from the side. She let her wavy hair fall forward onto her breasts. When she was naked, she could completely cover her chest with her voluminous hair. She liked what she saw. Her hazelnut eyes examined everything closely. It looked really good! It was justified, after all; this hairdresser was pretty expensive.

Helena hadn't had a good day like this in a long time, she thought as she tipped her hairdresser and then left the salon. It was a hot Tuesday in June, and the sky was blue, with no clouds in sight. Helena put on her sunglasses and got on her bike. She made her way to Tim. It really was a good day. A lesson was canceled at the university, so she spent her free time comfortably on her laptop. There was great news from her best friend Pia. She’d moved away to study two years ago, and Helena really couldn't stand Pia's boyfriend she had met there. Helena never understood what Pia saw in him, but today she finally wrote that she would break up with him. It was about time. 

The guy, Shaun, always had something to complain about Pia and demanded far too much attention from her. He even started arguing with Pia when she texted Helena on WhatsApp while they were watching TV. It was just ridiculous. Helena always called him "Mr. Important". At first, Pia didn't like it, but after some time and a few more arguments with him, she also adapted to the name behind his back. 

Helena has been working on Pia to break up with him ever since she met him. Pia was self-confident and adventurous. Fashionable and attractive. Shaun was just the opposite. Not that he was ugly, but you could just tell that he wasn't particularly interested in what other people thought of him. He was also a weirdo who watched anime and collected dumb figurines and stuff like that. All in all, far too lame for a girl like Pia, a real downer. 

When Pia still lived here, Helena was the naysayer of the two, but Pia always managed to convince her to try new things and persuaded Helena to do all sorts of shenanigans. That's what she loved so much about her best friend. Shaun seemed immune to it, though. All he wanted was to watch anime or play video games. Luckily, that would soon be a thing of the past.

Helena turned onto the street where Tim lived. There was no traffic at all today. When he opened the door for her and she stared at him expectantly, she could tell immediately that he liked her hair. Without many words, he led her into the bedroom and slowly began to kiss her. Tim was her rock. It was unbelievable how safe she felt with him. After her last relationship, if you can even call it that, Helena thought she'd never be able to trust a man again, but Tim was so kindhearted… and patient. They had been together for almost two years now, and Helena still wasn't ready to fully open up to him yet. 

Not since what her ex did to her.

Just the thought of it almost brought tears to her eyes. She was so naive back then and incredibly scared of being alone that she let him do everything to her. He treated her like dirt and took her when he wanted and how he wanted, and Helena couldn't stop him. In the end, she was just afraid of him. 

Thanks to Pia, she managed to get rid of him back then. The nightmare was over. Tim was very different, if not for a certain desire. And who could blame him? All he got from her to finish was her hand. He had never complained and always understood when she couldn't go on.

Nevertheless, he did not give up hope, and that was a good thing. She wanted more for a long time, too. Something had still held her back, though. It was time to jump over her shadow. 

Helena broke away from the hug. "I have a surprise for you." 

He playfully locked eyes with her. "Oh? What is it?” he kissed her on the nose. She loved that. 

"I'm going to buy myself something nice to wear on Saturday, and after a romantic dinner," she started kissing him, “...we go home..." she whispered the rest in his ear "...and then I want to do it with you." 

His excitement was obvious. "Are you serious? Are you really… ready?” 

Helena smiled. “Absolutely. We've both suffered long enough.” 

He laughed. “I would wait another two years for you." 

Helena acted as if contemplating it. "Are you sure? Maybe I'll reconsider..." 

Tim lifted her up. "Too late!" They both laughed. Then he asked, "But why don't we do it on Friday? You're free then, aren't you?” 

She almost forgot. "Oh yes. There's something else. Pia is breaking up with her boyfriend, and I'll pick her up on Friday." 

He hesitated. “Oh, okay. But that's easily a two-hour drive, isn't it?" 

“Well, that's why I don't have time on Friday. You don't mind, do you?" 

He waved it off. "Nah. As long as you come back to me safely." She beamed at him. "Promise!”

***

That wasn't Pia. 

Helena came to that cruel realization, and she didn't know how to deal with it. She didn't want to believe it, but there was no other option. Her best friend was a completely different person. "What's going on here?" Helena asked quietly but was unable to hide her hysteria. "What did he do to you? Is he blackmailing you? Is he threatening you? Did he give you something strange to drink?” 

Pia laughed it off as if Helena was joking. "What do you mean, silly?” 

This just couldn't be true. "You know exactly what I mean. What's the point of the whole show? You let me drive all this way to pick you up, and then you act like everything is awesome between you and Mr. Important? I know you, and I know something is wrong here. So what is it? Does he have something on you? Come on, you can trust me. I’ll kick the weeb’s ass, no problem.” 

Pia wasn't laughing anymore. She looked angry. "Don't call him that! I love him, Helena, okay? Just accept it.” Pia grumbled, “He was right about you.” 

Shaun came back from the bathroom. Helena had to get out of here. From the moment she arrived, Helena had a bad feeling. At first, she thought he had refused to go when he opened the front door, but then Pia walked up behind him and kissed him eagerly. Pia gazed at him with adoration in her eyes. It made Helena shudder. It just couldn't be. 

Yesterday morning she had called her, and Pia could hardly wait to break up with him. Helena just knew something was off. If Pia was really that happy, why hadn't she told Helena about it before? Helena was sure that Pia needed her help. 

But how could she help Pia if she didn't tell her? The more time passed, the more scared Helena got. Pia seemed really serious about it. She seemed to adore him, actually. How? What had he done? The only thing Helena could think of was drugs. The situation was just too unpredictable. She had to get out of here. 

He asked, "Are you all right?" 

Pia turned to him and whispered something in his ear. He whispered back, and Pia answered something again that Helena couldn't hear. She was getting nervous. What was going on? Suddenly, he glared at Helena and slowly approached her. She wanted to get up, but the look in his eyes was fascinatingly intense.

***

Helena looked into Pia's eyes and felt like she was floating. Her best friend's face slowly came closer and kissed her. Their tongues touched, and Helena enjoyed it. She broke the kiss and looked at Pia's naked body. Has she always been this sensual? Pia sat down on the bed and gestured for Helena to sit next to her. The room was bathed in a reddish light. She didn't know where it came from. Helena sat down next to her, and Pia began to caress Helena's body. Only now did she realize that she was also naked. Her best friend's touches were tender and loving. They kissed again and smiled at each other. 

Helena had never felt so attracted to her. Pia was gently stroking Helena's legs. Suddenly, Pia's boyfriend was standing next to the bed. Shaun was also naked, and his member was aroused. He looked at Pia and started rubbing his penis. Where did he come from? Pia must have noticed that Helena was nervous. 

Pia said soothingly, "Shhhh. Everything is alright. Just enjoy it,” and started stroking Helena's clit. 

Helena wanted to say something else, but with Pia's hand on her clitoris, she was washed over by a wave of relaxation and lust. 

He approached Pia with his penis, and Pia kissed his shaft. The penis was bigger than Helena expected, and it looked really... beautiful. Helena bit her lip as she watched Pia slowly lick the cock and put it in her mouth. He started moaning. Helena wanted to take his penis in her hand, too. And... in her mouth. She was so horny. Shaun turned and looked at Helena. He let go of Pia. Helena felt her heart beat faster when he pointed his penis at her. What should she do? She looked helplessly at Pia. Her best friend came closer, caressing Helena's chest and clit. 

"Do it,” her best friend whispered in her ear. "Put it in your mouth. I want to watch.” Then she kissed Helena's neck. 

Helena looked up at him and licked her lips. Shaun smiled. He was really attractive. She looked at his penis. Timidly, she took it in her hand. It felt strangely alien and familiar at the same time. She started to move it, and he liked it. Usually, the penis wasn't pointing at her face when she did that, and Helena didn't know if she wanted him to finish like this. 

"Put it in your mouth," Pia whispered in her ear and then gently nibbled her earlobe. 

Helena couldn't think straight. She was dizzy but in a nice floaty way. She was also insanely aroused. The brunette parted her lips and took Shaun’s penis in her mouth. Hmmm, what a taste. Why had she waited so long to do this? That felt good. Hmmmmm! He got faster. Pia’s hand got faster. Helena picked up speed too. It was surreal. She was about to climax. Did this really happen? Helena groaned. 

Pia whispered, "I love you."

Helena's heart did a somersault. She moaned, "I love you too” and even though she had her mouth full of Shaun’s delicious cock, she was able to speak the words loud and clear. How? Because there was no cock anymore. She actually woke up saying those words. 

Helena stared at the wall. Her pillow was covered in drool. Her right hand was in her panties. She realized she had only been dreaming. She remembered the dream well enough still, as if she had just passed through an invisible door and it was right on the other side. She was still close to climax. 

Helena quickly closed her eyes and put herself back in that dream, imagining her sucking Shaun off while Pia fingered her and caressed her body. Helena came. The orgasm was so intense that she had to press her head into the wet, drool-stained pillow. It would be so embarrassing to wake Pia and Shaun like that. As the orgasm subsided, she felt a pounding headache. How much had she drunk? She turned over the wet pillow, grabbed the towel that was lying next to the bed, and snuck quietly into the bathroom to take a shower.

Luckily, the shower was quite spacious, and the water was very warm and pleasant. Her dizziness slowly subsided, and the headaches weren't quite as bad in the shower. While Helena was washing, the dream went through her head again, and what she had done afterward. She was a little embarrassed, but she was sure no one had heard her. Still, it was weird. Nothing like this had ever happened to her. Not that she had never dreamed of having sex with Pia, but that she was so aroused afterward... THAT was new. 

It would probably be best if she left early. She remembered what she had planned with Tim today, and suddenly Helena was wide awake. She suddenly felt like taking a cock in her mouth. Where did that come from? She imagined going down on Tim, but then, as so often, a picture of her ex flashed in her mind. It wasn't as bad as usual, though. She felt a little dislocated at the memory. The way her ex used to grab her and stick his cock all the way down her throat, so she couldn't breathe. How he would tell her to go faster and faster when he wasn't holding her himself. Whenever she had flashbacks like this, she usually felt instantly nauseous, but now Helena found herself caressing her own breasts at the memory. 

However, she felt nothing but hatred for her ex-boyfriend. She tried to think about Tim again, but he was just too kind to take her hard like that. At least she couldn't properly imagine it, she realized with disappointment. Then she saw another face. She remembered again the dream she had. Pia's boyfriend stood in front of her and Helena sucked him off. Pia even liked it. She wanted it. Helena felt ecstatic at the idea. Her knees felt weak, and she leaned her back against the shower wall while her fingers slowly slid down. What was the matter with her? 

She stayed with the fantasy of sucking him off. She imagined Shaun taking her from behind while she kissed and caressed Pia. 

Helena had been in love with Pia for so long that she couldn't remember when she wasn't. It wasn't quite the same kind of love she felt for her boyfriend. Maybe even stronger. In her imagination, Shaun kissed her neck now, and Pia looked deep into her eyes. In her fantasy, it was Pia's fingers down there. How often has Helena longed to do this with Pia? Boyfriends could come and go, but her connection to Pia was stronger compared to anyone else she knew, and that was always a comforting thought. Helena climaxed and couldn't hold back her moan. It didn't matter to her at the moment.

***

Their bedroom door was still closed, so Helena decided to make breakfast. First, she put on the clothes that Pia had laid out for her. The red panties fit like a glove, but Helena wondered why Pia gave her something semi-transparent. They were a bit too kinky in her opinion, but she didn't want to complain either. She counted herself lucky to get anything at all. It was actually kind of nice to wear Pia's clothes. Unfortunately, Helena was a little taller than her best friend, and her bust size was also bigger. She didn't have huge breasts, but they weren’t small either. She had certainly more than Pia. The bra didn't fit at all. Damn. She quickly unclasped it again before it exploded and pulled the tight white T-shirt over it. Hopefully, this wasn't too thin. Hopefully Pia had something bigger for her to wear later. Finally, Helena put the jeans she wore yesterday back on and went to the kitchen. 

She put a pan on the stove to make scrambled eggs. While Helena was making the eggs and setting the table, she tried to remember what happened yesterday. She remembered that Pia persuaded her to stay and drink wine for a while. Helena just couldn't refuse her anything. They had talked and laughed a lot, she remembered. Helena even got along extremely well with Shaun, which was actually really strange. Then again, she'd never really met him properly before yesterday. Her initial impression of him was completely wrong. She was a little ashamed of always gossiping about him. 

It became obvious to Helena what a great couple they were. They were so great that Helena was jealous of them. Not that Tim wasn’t great. She loved him dearly, but Helena's affection for Pia was still unmatched and... somehow she liked her boyfriend too...? That seemed wrong. But it's true…

She tried to remember the rest of the evening, but everything was a blur. No chance. She had too much wine. However, she was getting horny again, and her mind kept wandering back to the dream she had. Pull yourself together!

***

"That really wouldn't have been necessary," Pia said again and gave Helena a loving look that made her blush. 

"It's the least I can do. As a thank you." 

Shaun put down the coffee and threw in, "Well, I could get used to it. Not bad, Helena.” 

She waved him off, flattered. Helena sat next to Pia on the couch, and he sat opposite on a small stool as they were having breakfast together. 

He pointed to Pia and said, "Didn't you want to ask Helena something?" 

Helena looked up curiously. 

"Oh yes, of course," Pia began. "I wanted to go shopping in the city right after breakfast. Would you like to come with me?” 

Helena totally did, but she had too much to do today. "I would really, really like to, but unfortunately I have to drive back right away. Tim and I have... a date today..." 

Pia didn't seem impressed. “Oh, come on, you see Tim every day. When was the last time we went shopping together? I would really love to spend a little time with you. Just the two of us, you know?” Pia gave her the puppy eyes and pouted, “Pretty please?” 

Helena could have kissed her right there and then. "How could I refuse that?" Actually, that was great. Helena could buy her dress for tonight with Pia, and the prospect of going shopping with her really raised her mood.

Helena felt his gaze on her breasts again. He seemed to have trouble looking anywhere else this morning. Helena found that she didn't really mind, though. Shaun seemed to enjoy it, and Helena loved to be desired by him, although she also felt a bit cheap about it. Was it the residual alcohol that made her think so strangely? 

"Oh, by the way, Pia, do you perhaps have a bigger bra or a larger T-shirt for me? This one’s pretty tight.” 

She didn't want to go out like that. The weather outside was really warm, but the white shirt was simply too thin and transparent. Everyone would stare at her. 

Pia looked at her and said to Helena's surprise: "Well, I think you look great like this." She stroked Helena's left breast with the fingertips of her right hand, and her nipples immediately became visibly hard. Helena gasped, her eyes widened with shock, and her face reddened with shame. "You have a nice upper body,” Pia went on softly, "and it looks very sexy and presentable in this shirt. You should wear it proudly...don't you think so?” 

Helena stammered. "Y-Yes... Thanks..." Pia was right. Why should she hide her nice upper body? Helena could barely suppress a smile. 

"Very nice," said Pia. "I'll just take a shower, and then we can go." She stood up and gave her boyfriend a kiss. She whispered something in his ear that made him smile. Helena wondered what it was. Pia went to the bathroom and left Helena alone with Shaun. 

Suddenly, there was an odd silence, almost tense, as if he were expecting something. Helena looked back questioningly. Should she say something? 

Finally, he broke the silence. "Are you hungover?"

"No, it's fine. It was bad when I woke up, but after taking a shower and eating, I feel really good again. I look forward to going shopping.”

“That's good. Do you remember everything from yesterday?”

"Not really. I remember we drank wine and talked. But I can't remember going to bed. Why? Did I do something embarrassing?”

"No, no. I was just curious. I'm really glad you're not against our relationship anymore."

"Oh... I'm so sorry. I’ve behaved like a cow in the past. And I... I had a totally wrong picture of you. You really are a great guy.”

"I'm glad you see it that way. Pia is also very, very happy that you like me."

"And when Pia is happy, so am I."

She smiled, but something felt odd. She didn't know what, but didn't have time to think about it, because suddenly he got up and had a gigantic tent in his sweatpants! Should she pretend not to see it? It was impossible to miss. She knew she shouldn't be staring at it, but her body didn't seem to be obeying her. The desire from her dream returned and became reality. Helena unconsciously licked her lips. 

He asked, "Would you like to suck me off, Helena?" 

Anytime! No matter when! No matter where! 

What the fuck was that? Did her look give her away? Was her craving that obvious? Helena, in addition to her arousal, was also very nervous and alert all of a sudden. How could he ask her something like that?! His girlfriend was like one room away! Maybe it wouldn't be a bad thing? Of course, it would be bad! What was going on here? The headache came back. 

"W-What?!" she finally managed. 

He took a step toward her. Helena, who was still sitting on the couch, shifted and leaned far back to create some distance. His tent was terribly close. Terrible and so fucking tempting at the same time. She just wanted to pull his pants down and get started right away. Where did this sick desire come from?! Fuck!

He pulled his pants down and presented his naked cock to her. It was beautiful. It was strange to think of a cock like that, but Helena's jaw dropped because he was so gorgeous. How was that possible? 

She licked her lips again, but managed to say, "P-Please, let's not do anything that we might regret later, okay?” She could not even convince herself. 

He smiled. "Come on. I can see in your greedy eyes that you want me to shove my cock in your mouth.” 

Helena's eyes widened, shocked at the way he was talking to her. Shocked, how hot and manly he suddenly appeared in her eyes. 

She couldn't believe that this was really happening, and yet, she knew that this time it wasn't a dream. This just wasn’t right. What did he do to her? She wanted to suck him off so badly. Helena had to fight the urge. She somehow knew those feelings weren't right. They couldn't be real. If only she had more time to figure this out. For a moment, Helena remembered that Pia had behaved strangely yesterday. She wasn’t able to pinpoint why she thought that, though. Helena looked helplessly into his cold eyes. 

He said, "Come on, you little slut."

'Little slut' - The words were still ringing in her head as she darted forward in a matter of seconds, taking his divine cock deep in her mouth, blowing him like there was no tomorrow. 

It would be madness to fight it. Why had she struggled so much anyway? I love to take your cock in my mouth, to please it with my tongue, and to suck it. She almost cried; she was so happy. 

"That's good, little bitch." He said, "Nice and deep, little bitch." 

She loved that he called her that. How was that even possible? Doesn't matter. Helena felt submissive and willing. She loved it. She hastily unbuttoned her jeans with her free hand and began fingering herself for the third time today. What a crazy morning. A part of her wished she could take the time to think about what she was doing here, but that part was small and unimportant. Helena much preferred to focus on her performance right now. She was a little disappointed that he didn't take her a little harder and pull her hair or something, but this wasn't bad either. His taste was lovely, and it was an honor to have his cock inside her. Where did these crazy feelings and thoughts come from? She was on the verge of orgasm again. It was going to be a strong one - she could tell.

"Are you ready for your dessert, little slut?” 

Helena wanted to say “Yes!" out loud, but all that came out was a moan of agreement that was interrupted by a gagging sound as he grabbed the back of her head and shoved his cock in, all the way. Helena couldn't breathe and felt the cum filling her throat. 

It was a feeling of absolute powerlessness and subservience. She knew it from her ex-boyfriend, but back then it was awful. Now it was heaven. Shaun stayed for more than ten long seconds like this, until Helena's gagging became more and more intense. Then she came, too. 

She felt her gag reflex, but his hand still didn't move. When he finally let go, a small mound of goo shot out of her mouth, right over his cock. 

"Oh god, I'm sorry." She panted, embarrassed. 

She grabbed a paper towel from the table, but Shaun commanded, "Lick it off." 

Helena was taken aback. "What?!" 

His eyes looked serious. They were so deep and beautiful…

Helena blinked. She felt like she had just experienced a mixture of daydream and deja vu. Then she saw his cock covered with a blend of saliva, puke, and sperm. 

I have to lick it up. I want to lick it up. 

Helena carefully licked it up, trying to get as much as she could with her tongue. It didn't smell particularly good, but she really, really wanted to lick it up and swallow it. His cock had lost some of its stiffness, but as she licked it, it got somewhat harder again. She loved to suck on it submissively. 

I'm your little bitch. 

She took it deep in her mouth one last time to clean it properly when she saw something out of the corner of her eye. It was Pia, wrapped in a towel, standing in the doorway. Helena couldn’t properly make out her face, but she was pretty sure her friend wasn’t happy.

To be continued